I don't even feeling like going out of the house anymore. It seems almost a chore to go out, and I feel better by myself. I've turned into a hermit, I swear. I think a part of me feels that if I go out, I can't be judged, and at home, I'm alone to be who I want to be, not who others want me to be.
My ex-boyfriend has moved on to be with the girl he liked while dating me. A part of me wants to congratulate him, but another part can't help but feel hurt.
Creeper has moved on. I'm really happy about that. Stalker has stayed about the same, but I never see him anymore because he's sick or something. Another good thing. Bad thing? There's a girl who likes me. Yep, a girl, even though I've told her I'm straight half a billion times. I guess you don't choose who you like, right? It's really getting on my nerves though. I mean, if she really does like me, shouldn't she respect my wishes? So for now, I've resorted to having an imaginary boyfriend called John who lives in Niagara. Lovely.
All this time I've been trying to run away from these problems (by writing...), but when I fall asleep at night, they all come rushing back. The only good thing for you, dear readers, is that you get more to read.
I'm working on Chapter 7 of To Unmask the Sunrise right now...words don't seem to come out as smoothly anymore in this fic. But don't worry, I'll plow on.
I started a new fic, The Enigma of Time. I've written more words in three chapters of this fic than in seven of TUTS. Check it out, I think I'll be updating that one more frequently.
I've got the first six chapters of Mending Bones (I might change this to Mending Old Bones...) outlined already, but I think the sequel will either start now, or it'll come out the end of May. I'm looking at May, just because I know this semester won't be easy.
Anyways, see you later,
~shige
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