So Much

Remember that git I mentioned earlier? The one who wants to guilt-trip me into being his friend again? Yeah, he's back, and he's up to his old games again. I wish he'd go get social behaviour classes, or go join the monkeys. Oh, pardon me, monkeys, didn't mean to insult you, I just meant that you'd have an easier time killing him than I would.

Despite my own problems, I find myself feeling rather petty, and feel as if my problems are often relegated to the bottom of The Worst Problems Ever stack. It's the amount of deaths my friends have faced over these past few weeks. Just today, my friend mentioned that a family friend's wife had only one day to live, and we talked about it. And now...she's gone. You know, despite my faith and knowing there's a better place in store for those who have gone by, I can't help but feel that sense of loss. Loss for those who have lost a loved one, but also loss for the one who has gone ahead. She'll never get to see her children grow up, or her grandchildren. It's a bit disheartening.

Anyways, just wanted to let you know Chapter 3 of The Enigma of Time is up, and I'm still working on Chapter 7 of To Unmask the Sunrise. It'll be up this week.

Later,

~shige

Second Chance

The new year always bring about a sense of resolution for change. This year, though, I felt...lethargic. I seem to have become so numb I don't care about anything anymore. It's an odd feelings, especially when I can't explain to my parents why I almost failed biology. Or why I don't care anymore.

I don't even feeling like going out of the house anymore. It seems almost a chore to go out, and I feel better by myself. I've turned into a hermit, I swear. I think a part of me feels that if I go out, I can't be judged, and at home, I'm alone to be who I want to be, not who others want me to be.

My ex-boyfriend has moved on to be with the girl he liked while dating me. A part of me wants to congratulate him, but another part can't help but feel hurt.

Creeper has moved on. I'm really happy about that. Stalker has stayed about the same, but I never see him anymore because he's sick or something. Another good thing. Bad thing? There's a girl who likes me. Yep, a girl, even though I've told her I'm straight half a billion times. I guess you don't choose who you like, right? It's really getting on my nerves though. I mean, if she really does like me, shouldn't she respect my wishes? So for now, I've resorted to having an imaginary boyfriend called John who lives in Niagara. Lovely.

All this time I've been trying to run away from these problems (by writing...), but when I fall asleep at night, they all come rushing back. The only good thing for you, dear readers, is that you get more to read.

I'm working on Chapter 7 of To Unmask the Sunrise right now...words don't seem to come out as smoothly anymore in this fic. But don't worry, I'll plow on.

I started a new fic, The Enigma of Time. I've written more words in three chapters of this fic than in seven of TUTS. Check it out, I think I'll be updating that one more frequently.

I've got the first six chapters of Mending Bones (I might change this to Mending Old Bones...) outlined already, but I think the sequel will either start now, or it'll come out the end of May. I'm looking at May, just because I know this semester won't be easy.

Anyways, see you later,

~shige

feverish&criminally.insane

Hello!

I haven't written in quite a bit. I've been busy, you see.

Caught some virus that left me bedridden for a week. Totally not fun, not to mention, it's hell trying to catch up with work.

Those guys I like? don't like them anymore. One's just a friend, the other one's a jerk. I swear I'm never going to date a jerk again. ever.

So I'm almost done Sticks, Stones, and Ice Cream Cones. There's only two chapters left. One's a big shocker, the other one will be a ender and a transition into the sequel.

I've posted up To Unmask the Sunrise on potionsandsnitches.net. It's a bit different from my fanfiction.net, but only because I found a bunch of errors and things. Anyways, I've got 3 chapters up, but there's a lot more coming. I have a whole bunch of ideas for this one. Well, for one, it's going to be a trilogy, or a series. Not sure which so far, but I'm aiming to end with Harry in his early twenties. That's at least seven years to write, folks. Can't wait, can you?

Unfortunately for you, I won't be able to update because my week consists of:

Monday - History Test part 1, Geography ISP due, Biology Test, History Thesis Statement Due

Tuesday - History Test part 2, mock UN Assembly

Wednesday and Thursday - prep for Group 4

Friday - Group 4 Project is due

Definitely not a good week. Oh, well. I can guarantee that SSICC will be over before the New Year, and TUTS will have at least 1 chapter up before the New Year. Maybe I'll even write a Christmas one-shot for SSICC. I'll have to see. =)

Peace out,

~shige

news update.

SO. Sticks, Stones, and Ice Cream Cones is almost finished. Should I write a sequel? Answer me on my profile page! http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1761763/

I've also started a new fanfic, called To Unmask the Sunrise. Harry is older in this one, and Snape is his old snarky self. I changed Severus a bit last time (because he's a lot younger, and a little less bitter, what with a youngster), and I feel I want the challenge of writing a mean, volatile Snape.

But that won't be coming any time soon...until I've finished this darned paper. I've got two sections and a bit left (which I have to write in 2000 words). You can probably expect updates either the end of this week or next week. Maybe I'll put up my paper just for fun (:

anyways, that's my update for today. See ya later!

~shige

EXTENDED ESSAY FRANTIC.

I am so screwed. It's not even funny. My mentor wants my 4000 word paper by Tuesday...and I have a whole bunch of assignments due.

Geography: CIDA advertisement (I've decided to do a powerpoint instead of a video.)

History: THIRTY primary sources due, plus my preliminary work Tuesday. Oh. and TEST.

English: We have to do an essay in Orwellian style, which means...I have to a) find a topic, and

b) write it.

Biology: thank God I have nothing so far. But I have to finish a lab in the upcoming week, and

there's a test the week after.

and I have a retreat with my church next week, so God knows where I'm going to find the time. =(

on a lighter note, I think I've got crushes on TWO guys. who does that? apparently me. hah! but I know I have to focus on school, so gotta forget them...for now! can't wait for uni!

~shige.

NOVEMBER IS HERE!

Hello!

long time no write =)

I've had a hectic few weeks (there was one week where I had all summatives...eurgh.)...and I totally just dislodged my kneecap. Have I told you how much I hate school?

Hmmm...on a side note, I just entered my short story into the CBC contest (hope I win...but probably won't) and I'm totally like, psyched to start writing my kiddie historical fiction novel. It's going to be based on the Winnipeg General Strike (though God knows what I could write about that), and I'm hoping that it'll give people a glimpse into what Canada was like back in the day. I think we sometimes have the perception that Canadians are all pseudo-Americans, and we're not. Really.

My 4000 word essay is due (SCREW YOU IB) next Friday and I've barely got 1000 words done. I feel bad for procrastinating...but whatever. Just means more for you guys to read. Oh, right. Geography test tomorrow...hah! Guess who's not going to study until nine tonight!

University applications are coming up. I have a feeling once they get started I'll be a nervous wreck, though I'm sure I'll get into my top choice. This is, after all, my first year since I've entered high school that I've gotten straight 90s, well except biology. But who needs biology anyways? yuck.

So, I'm going back to writing! Hopefully, I'll remember to update (:

much love,

~shige

Thinking...

Honestly, writing fanfiction has been a source of relaxation. And it's really encouraging to see how people actually like reading my stuff...All right, I suppose I shall have to tell you why I started writing fanfic.

At school, I'm known as a writer. A creative genius, you could say (I swear my ego isn't overbloated). But the thing is, people keep telling me this ALL the time. So I was wondering if it was actually true: Do I have talent in this area?

You guys have apparently answered my questions. I love the fact that I'm able to keep you guys in suspense, and I love the way you guys respond right away. It's honestly been amazing.

As a stress reliever, you have no idea how important that is to me. It's not school (though God knows I'd rather it be school). No, it's something far worse...for me, anyways. I have these two guys who really really like me. They both go to my church, and one of them goes to my school. Thing is...I don't like them. AT ALL. Their favourite pastime is following me. Really. I've told them to lay off, but see...they don't really understand the concept that I don't like them and that I rather hate being followed. I've been nice, rude, egotistical...you name it, I've done it. And they totally don't get it. Low EQ, I suppose. Okay, so I have claustrophobia, and I hate it when people crowd me, which is exactly what they're doing. so a couple weeks ago, I had several full-blown asthma attacks. Which leads to why I got the flu. Don't worry, it's not H1N1. I've already had that. (:

Anyways, that's my rant for today. Sometimes, I wish that someone would intervene and knock their heads together so they'll see sense. I suppose there's no use for wishful thinking, is there?

much love,

Shige